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[butterflyfactor]

Even with how long the walk back to the house is, I'm still tipsy when we get there. Not drunk- I can walk a straight line and recite the alphabet backward, but I would probably find it way more amusing than under normal circumstances. I'm at least glad I wore sneakers instead of real heels. It probably made things easier than I realize. But again- tipsy. Not drunk. Jamie isn't the only one harboring concerns over things he might do under the influence that he's otherwise resolved not to. At least, not just yet.

Layla pushed the door to the house open and knelt to catch Richards before he could run out, part of her dress still gathered in one hand as it had been for most of the walk.

"Hey, there, champ. No wild parties while we were out?"

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"If I told you," she murmured, "it would completely undermine the image of effortless cool I've got going on right now."

She was flushed, had felt it creep up on her the moment his fingers were at her waist, warm through the silk. She pressed her lips together so she couldn't lick them absently or chew on the lower one. She did reach back to pull her hair to one side and out of the way, though, even if the buttons were low enough where the gesture was needless.

[howmanylives]

"That long, huh?" he surmised, resisting the temptation to press his mouth to her neck now that she'd gone and bared it to him. For the time being, though, what he was already doing was fast enough. "Well, your efforts weren't wasted, in case you were wondering. I couldn't take my eyes off of you all night."

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One corner of her mouth pulled back a little and she fought an outright grin.

"Yay," she said. "I feel like I leveled up."

[howmanylives]

"And then some," he replied with a smirk she couldn't see, halfway through the buttons, now. "You did good."

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She let go of her hair to fold her arms across the front of the dress so it stayed put.

"Thanks, boss."

[howmanylives]

"I'm not your boss anymore," he said, rolling his eyes as he finished with the last of the buttons. He lingered for a moment, memorizing the way her skin looked in the low light. Making no real move to put any distance between them, he waited for her to do the honors.

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"True enough," she said, drawing away enough to turn around and look up at him.

"Thanks."

Technically, even if I drop the gown, he's seen me in- if not less- at least the same amount. A strapless bra and hipster panties are at least the equivalent of a bikini. But it feels different, a lot different. Maybe it's the dress. Or his suit. Or, sure, the whiskey, but all that's really doing is make me feel warm. In fact, I am spectacularly aware of my inhibitions and where I stand in relation to them. Possibly in relation to Jamie's as well.

[howmanylives]

"Not a problem," he said, letting his hands drop back down to his sides. He stood there, a little uncomfortable in his own skin, knowing, for once, what he wanted, though saddled with the additional knowledge that it wasn't for grabs. "I guess this is goodnight, then."

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Layla watched him for a moment, because he did look really amazing in the suit, even if he was sans jacket at the moment. The tie in and of itself was a novelty. She lifted a hand to curl around the slip of silk, just below the knot, and tugged very gently.

"Not yet," she murmured.

[howmanylives]

"Layla," he started, but he couldn't decide how to finish that thought, so he trailed off into silence. Tentatively, he ducked his head as though to kiss her, then stopped just short of doing so, a breath caught in his throat.

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She kissed him, stepping closer as she did, still holding his tie with one hand and her dress with the other. It was slow but not particularly tentative. She'd been waiting to do it properly for hours now, after all.

[howmanylives]

It had never been a hardship to kiss Layla Miller. His hands settled around her waist after a moment's flailing, and while it couldn't compare to skin, there was something to be said for the feeling of silk, regardless. Mouth opening against hers, he deepened the kiss, having done this enough times, now, to know what she liked without weighing every option first in his head.

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Layla had to make a call. It only took a second's back and forth. She let go of the dress and slipped her arm around his neck, parting her lips when he did, sighing half out of relief and half out of what she had to admit was the definition of the opposite of relief. Her grip on his tie tightened somewhat.

[howmanylives]

Jamie let go of her only to let the dress pool to the floor. Once that was done, his hands again found her waist, and he nudged her back just a little bit, guiding them both into her room so that he could close the door, and not worry about the dog interrupting whatever they were going to do -- if anything.

He had his doubts that they would go much further than this, in spite of their earlier conversation, but it was different enough from their usual fare to draw out a moan. Whether it all came screeching to a halt in twenty seconds or twenty minutes, he was intent on enjoying it while it lasted.

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She let him guide them back, loosening his tie as they went. Not that Layla particularly kept an eye toward tidiness, but her room was clean, a combination of too much spare time and very few possessions.

They'd been close, in the water, and when he'd been admittedly wasted and she had not been, at all, she'd briefly felt his hands and lips in a few places that had shaken her- just enough to outweigh the part of her that had been enjoying it. Given how careful they'd been with each other since, his hands on her bare skin now was good, really good, and she leaned into him where he held her. She kissed him back more deeply, breath coming a little faster.

[howmanylives]

There were only so many places to go in her room, and while standing in the middle of it might have been the safer option, he kept walking them towards the bed, his heart hammering in his chest from some indelible mix of nerves and anticipation, though for what, he couldn't be entirely certain. It was nothing new.

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Layla swayed a little in his arms when the backs of her legs came up against the edge of the bed. It was enough of a jostle to break their kiss, since she hadn't planned on doing so voluntarily, and her eyes opened after a distracted moment of fluttering lashes. Her gaze caught on his mouth for a moment before she looked up to meet his eyes. Tie undone, she slid one hand back through his hair and the other along his jaw.

"Jamie." She lightly nipped his lower lip, then kissed it, sucking gently.

[howmanylives]

"Mmm?" he hummed, holding her flush against him for a moment, turning them around so that he could get on the bed first. Not knowing how far she wanted to take this, he figured it better for her to be on top -- a symbolic gesture of power, if nothing else. With one last kiss, he sat down, hands searching for hers to pull her into his lap.

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Layla threaded her fingers though his and slipped easily into his lap. She tilted her head a little to kiss his jaw, and then a spot just above the line of his collar, before she straightened a little and looked him in the eye.

She didn't make to start unlacing her shoes yet.

"What was the decision?" she asked quietly.

[howmanylives]

Jamie held her gaze, unwavering.

"That I want you," he murmured, hands slipping once again around her waist. "Just you."

Careful, Madrox. You're one step away from the L-word with something like that, and we all know how that makes you feel.

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Holy crap.

Layla stared a little. She didn't even really notice when her breath caught, hitched gently with the shift of his hands.

Again- this isn't how this happens. Technically, nothing that happens here is 'how it happens', but this is one of those big steps, and it's different. But it doesn't feel wrong.

She cupped his face and kissed him softly, once, before she rested her forehead against his temple.

"Oh," she said. Her fingertips were resting idly over the top button his shirt, which seemed like sort of a waste, so she undid it.

"Well," she continued, dragging the tip of her nose along his cheek until their mouths were close, "good."

[howmanylives]

"That's it?" he asked, biting back a laugh as he kissed the corner of her mouth. "I make a big, potentially relationship-altering confession, and all's I get is an oh, well good?"

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She grinned a little, tilting her face into the touch of his mouth, fingers moving to the next button, and the next.

"I think 'I want you, too' would be a little redundant. Anyway," she murmured against his mouth, shifting in his lap, her voice lowering with their proximity.

"Who says that's all you get?"

[howmanylives]

"Dunno," he admitted, hands sliding up the warm, smooth skin of her back, stopping only when they hit the clasp of her bra. He didn't undo just yet, pulling back just enough to look at her, a silent question all too readable in his expression. "Who says anything, really?"

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She met his look as she slipped the flat of her palm under his half unbuttoned shirt, to glide along the skin of his chest.

"The only ones whose say counts for anything would be you and me." She kissed him a few times, each brief but full, and maybe not deep, but wet.

"Jamie..."