"The grass is always greener," he agreed, one eyebrow arched. At some point they'd slipped into a serious conversation, and though he took a moment's pause to run over their past few exchanges, he was unsure as to when that had happened, or whether or not he even minded.
Uncertainty isn't anything new. It's something I fight against every day, not knowing whether another option would've been better when I could have easily found out back home. Of course, I say easy like it wouldn't have cost me anything, but that's not the case -- no, it's just the explanation for why most people are idiots. Something's always gotta give, but without the experience to know that firsthand, a life like mine seems like a godsend when, in reality, it's anything but.
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Date: 2010-02-17 07:52 am (UTC)Uncertainty isn't anything new. It's something I fight against every day, not knowing whether another option would've been better when I could have easily found out back home. Of course, I say easy like it wouldn't have cost me anything, but that's not the case -- no, it's just the explanation for why most people are idiots. Something's always gotta give, but without the experience to know that firsthand, a life like mine seems like a godsend when, in reality, it's anything but.
"Does it appeal to you?"