Not insensitive at all! I was mentally preparing to let him go. But my laziness with him is too egregious for me to do so. I have this pup I love that can never be reapped, by anyone, given the size of his presence in canon, and I just... can't, I fucking can't do it without at least trying to play him in a real way for at least two, maybe three, months. If at the end of that time it' still a chore for me to get around to his stuff, then I have to suck it up and put my big girl pants and let him go. This is my last chance with him, basically, and I just can't quit him yet.