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Even with how long the walk back to the house is, I'm still tipsy when we get there. Not drunk- I can walk a straight line and recite the alphabet backward, but I would probably find it way more amusing than under normal circumstances. I'm at least glad I wore sneakers instead of real heels. It probably made things easier than I realize. But again- tipsy. Not drunk. Jamie isn't the only one harboring concerns over things he might do under the influence that he's otherwise resolved not to. At least, not just yet.

Layla pushed the door to the house open and knelt to catch Richards before he could run out, part of her dress still gathered in one hand as it had been for most of the walk.

"Hey, there, champ. No wild parties while we were out?"

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"Mmm?" he hummed, holding her flush against him for a moment, turning them around so that he could get on the bed first. Not knowing how far she wanted to take this, he figured it better for her to be on top -- a symbolic gesture of power, if nothing else. With one last kiss, he sat down, hands searching for hers to pull her into his lap.

Layla threaded her fingers though his and slipped easily into his lap. She tilted her head a little to kiss his jaw, and then a spot just above the line of his collar, before she straightened a little and looked him in the eye.

She didn't make to start unlacing her shoes yet.

"What was the decision?" she asked quietly.

Jamie held her gaze, unwavering.

"That I want you," he murmured, hands slipping once again around her waist. "Just you."

Careful, Madrox. You're one step away from the L-word with something like that, and we all know how that makes you feel.

Holy crap.

Layla stared a little. She didn't even really notice when her breath caught, hitched gently with the shift of his hands.

Again- this isn't how this happens. Technically, nothing that happens here is 'how it happens', but this is one of those big steps, and it's different. But it doesn't feel wrong.

She cupped his face and kissed him softly, once, before she rested her forehead against his temple.

"Oh," she said. Her fingertips were resting idly over the top button his shirt, which seemed like sort of a waste, so she undid it.

"Well," she continued, dragging the tip of her nose along his cheek until their mouths were close, "good."

"That's it?" he asked, biting back a laugh as he kissed the corner of her mouth. "I make a big, potentially relationship-altering confession, and all's I get is an oh, well good?"

She grinned a little, tilting her face into the touch of his mouth, fingers moving to the next button, and the next.

"I think 'I want you, too' would be a little redundant. Anyway," she murmured against his mouth, shifting in his lap, her voice lowering with their proximity.

"Who says that's all you get?"

"Dunno," he admitted, hands sliding up the warm, smooth skin of her back, stopping only when they hit the clasp of her bra. He didn't undo just yet, pulling back just enough to look at her, a silent question all too readable in his expression. "Who says anything, really?"

She met his look as she slipped the flat of her palm under his half unbuttoned shirt, to glide along the skin of his chest.

"The only ones whose say counts for anything would be you and me." She kissed him a few times, each brief but full, and maybe not deep, but wet.

"Jamie..."

"Too much?" he murmured, sliding his hands fractionally lower. "Just said the word and I won't."

"Not even close," she answered, lifting her hips so she could half-stand for long enough to reconfigure how she was sitting in his lap. It involved a moment of kneeling on the bed, head ducked so she could still kiss him, before her knees were on either side of his hips and her arms were around his neck, fingertips trailing along his shoulders, jaw, then up into his hair.

It was a really nice shirt he had on. She could tell, because she was practically wearing it. It had to go. She leaned back enough to reach down and pull it from where it was tucked in, and started undoing the last of the buttons.

Edited 2010-06-14 15:30 (UTC)

Given the go-ahead, Jamie smiled like the Cheshire cat, and with practiced fingers, undid her bra, catching it as it dropped so he could toss it onto the floor. For a moment, he stared, transfixed, giving her a second to adjust before cupping one of her breasts, his thumb brushing over her nipple. His other hand braced on her hip, he then ducked his head to kiss his way down her chest, starting at her collarbone, and heading south from there.

Layla took a breath, shivering as she pushed his shirt back. She ran her hands up his sides, then over his chest to his shoulders to start pulling the collar and sleeves of the shirt away from his neck and back. She ducked her head to graze her lips along the shell of his ear as her fingers started to trace the lines of muscles wherever they could find them. They had a lot of opportunities.

He let go of her long enough to shrug out of his shirt, using her help to free his arms of the sleeves. The air was cold against his skin, but her warmth more than made up for it, as he pulled her back in close. His mouth trailed lower, and he kissed the swell of her breasts, taking his time to make sure neither was ignored. A small, content sound made its way from the back of his throat.

Layla curled her arms around his shoulders and bent her head to kiss his hair, huffing quiet breaths against his ear in place of words or noises because it was all too new for her to get a real handle on yet. She couldn't do anything but breathe.

Slowly, he made his way back up her neck, sucking gently on the point directly above her pulse, teeth just barely grazing her skin. He slipped his arms under hers, curling upwards so that he could hold onto her shoulders, his fingers slipping into the ends of her hair.

Head falling back, she made a quiet noise that ranged just on the voiced side of a sigh. She pressed closer to him, turning her head so her lashes brushed his temple, arced her spine so the line of her torso from hip to ribcage was pressed against him. It was something she'd given a fair amount of consideration, over the past months. Living with the man you were going to marry, in one timeline, she figured her thoughts were more than allowed to go down certain avenues. With his body warm and against, around, her now, she had to admit that even compared to memories she hadn't lived yet, this was... better. There wasn't much comparison to be made, in fact.

"Mmn," she sighed, barely a murmur, ducking her head to kiss his shoulder then rub her forehead against it.

Having gone so long without the feel of skin against skin, so much of it was almost foreign, leaving Jamie's head spinning. For a moment, he didn't know where to go from there, his mouth still working over her neck, though his hips rolled up against hers of their own accord, the movement as graceful as he could make it given how they were sitting. What was left of his clothes was getting uncomfortably tight, and while stopping outright seemed a fairly remote possibility given her reaction, the chances of getting much further seemed to him equally as unlikely.

"Layla," he murmured, resting one hand on her thigh.

She gasped quietly, breath hitching at the feel of him pressing up into her. Layla leaned back enough to catch his mouth with hers and kissed him thoroughly, while her hands slid down his torso to stop at his waistband. She felt alarmingly lacking in anxiety.

Maybe it's because I'm wearing underwear and sneakers and nothing else, or maybe it's the way he says my name. Probably it's both. Regardless, I feel weirdly confident in the moment, in a way I haven't felt since I showed up here. Knowing how fleeting this has to be, I plan on enjoying it.

"Jamie," she replied, pressing a smaller, softer kiss against his lower lip as her fingers undid the button of his fly.

"Please," he exhaled, swallowing heavily as he looked up at her, his expression bordering somewhere between plaintive and desperate. In that moment, it didn't matter that he was technically the more experienced or that he ought to be helping her through this and not the other way around. Intimacy of any kind had always been something of a gray area for him, one that he enjoyed, of course, but only when -- or if, as the case could be -- he remembered it. He could barely recall the last time he'd been in a similar situation, memories blurred together in a haze of colors and sounds, though it had to have been approaching on two years ago.

Admittedly, that's probably not the best thing to be thinking about right now.

Layla kissed him again, hard, leaning into him as she did. With his pants undone she slid off his lap, lying back on the bed but only to more easily pull her shoes off. Having toed them onto the floor, she pushed herself up onto her knees, behind him, and slid her arms around him as she kissed the back of his neck.

"Off," she said, tugging on his pants pocket, although she didn't then immediately make this easier to accomplish so much as she kept exploring the muscles of his neck and back with her mouth.

A voice in the back of his mind wondered what the point was, but he didn't need telling twice in spite of the pervasive sense of doubt that kept wondering if she was going to follow through with anything, her rejection from Mardi Gras hard to forget even now. Feet planted on the floor, he leaned back against her, lifting his hips off up the mattress just long enough to push his pants down to the floor, kicking them off to the side. His underwear -- black boxer-briefs which should've really surprised no one -- stayed where they were for the time being, though they weren't hiding much.

On a whim, Jamie turned to look over his shoulder, his lips grazing her cheekbone as he tried to keep his breaths measured. It was more difficult than he'd anticipated, Layla as frustrating in this context as in any other. It was part of her charm.

Definitely improved the view, at least. She pressed up against his back, turning her head to meet his mouth as her right hand fanned out against the skin of chis chest. She slowly slid her palm down, noting but not lingering over the scars it met, across the planes of his stomach. She tugged him back by the shoulder with her other hand, as if to direct him to recline back, then extricated herself from between his body and the bed so that he could. She was completely and totally winging it, but it seemed to be going well. At least, she knew what she was after in the moment.

She pushed his shoulders down and leaned over him, hair sliding over her shoulders in now-messy waves, then dipped her head to kiss him fleetingly, a few times.

Jamie had an idea -- vague, admittedly, though that wasn't necessarily a bad thing -- of where they were potentially headed, and as such, had no inclination to stop her, too curious to see if he was right or if it would all come crashing to a sudden halt. Pushing back her hair with one hand, he deepened one of her fleeting kisses, settling a little better on the bed as he did so, though his legs still hung off the side.

Layla hummed softly into the kiss, resting against him for a moment, before pulling back to look over his face, gaze keen and observant as ever. She brushed their mouths together twice, kissed him again, then nudged his chin back with the tip of her nose and sucked gently on his Adam's apple. She scraped his neck carefully with her teeth, then moved to the hollow of his throat, lapping at the indentation in his skin with the flat of her tongue. It had taken long enough to get to this point at all, she was damn well going to take her time enjoying it. The feel and taste of him were things she'd wanted for what felt like a hundred years, and obligation to the correct sequence of events be damned, finally getting to experience them was worth what she'd had to go through to get them.

Edited 2010-06-21 20:49 (UTC)

Wanting to touch her, the angle left something to be desired. Still, he tangled his fingers through her hair, his other hand spread wide against her back, nails pressing gently into her skin. Mixed in with the doubt was the unshakable sense that none of this was actually happening. Feeling wanted at all after what happened with Theresa was a luxury that still struck him as undeserved, though he couldn't find it in him to complain.